It's just this way that I love you, kill you...

It's over.

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Mon, 04 Jun 2007 21:16:07 GMT

My brother's out of surgery now. He's still sleeping.
Nothing scary happened. Not that I was a witness. XD; But he'll be okay.
He's coming home tonight. I don't know what to do or how to act though.
:-\

Last straw.

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Sat, 21 Apr 2007 19:21:45 GMT

My younger brother needs massive surgery.

Everything must come to an end.

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Sat, 24 Feb 2007 05:54:14 GMT

Akuma finally finished her story, Enslaving Heero. She said she started it way back in February 2002. I can't believe that I've been reading it for 4 of the 5 years she wrote it. It totaled 55 chapters plus an epilogue that took 2 minutes, literally, to read. Can you believe how fast time flies? Especially when reading a yaoi fic? XD

Anyway, I came back to the heat in Florida. >< Pennsylvania was nice. The ride up wasn't. In Pennsylvania, I saw snow, my cousins, the first of my second cousins, and other relatives and friends. On the plane, I saw my life flash before my eyes. My visit was nice, but I can only take so much of my family. Really. My cousin who is closest to me in age kept hanging onto me. "CANDICE!!!! <33333 *cling*" And I don't particularly like her. She's a loudmouth. And a liar. >__> My eldest cousin tried to teach me Calculus. :D I'm glad she's smart. She did everything else, too. Drove us around. Put up with me bothering her. Ate peanut butter ice cream and almost vomited. Danced to the peanut butter ice cream song that I made. XD Yep, my eldest cousin is okay. The middle one had a behbeh. He's FAT. I mean FAT. Whenever he fell asleep on me, I couldn't move my upper body. I don't want to imagine the labour my cousing went through. >_> Her biff is antisocial and his group of friends are exclusive and only talk about anime. I wanted to smack them and say "THERE IS A LIFE OUTSIDE OF ANIME. IT'S CALLED ~~J-ROCK~~ REALITY." But my cousin's doing good by going back to school. Thankfully, there's some sense left in her. >> The weather treated me nicely, too. Only 3 inches of snow. It was cool, since I've not seen snow since (alliteration!) I was nine. o.o

I recently became terribly engrossed with Rasputina and Kaya. All I do is listen to them. Seriously. I probably know most of the notes for the cello parts in Rasputina's songs. I can differentiate the techno sounds in Kaya's songs. And speaking of Kaya, my brain doesn't work. I like Kaya's solo CD. I liked all of Hora's solo CDs. I LOVED Another cell. But I can't stand Schwarz Stein. >> What's wrong with me people? Diagnose me plskthx.

In other news, today was eventful:

My mum and I got into an argument. >__> I really don't care to go into detail since it's over with now. But she really miffed me. So what did I do to calm myself down? ORDER MY VIDOLL AND D DVDS. I wanted to preorder the +D'espairsRay+ album but it's not coming out until April. Fuck that. I can't wait that long to see that D live. I'm barely surviving right now. >__>

We 'talked' about 'The number 23' in Macro today. It was really funny! Our teacher wrote a whole bunch of page numbers up on the board. This goofball kid Edwin added them all up and it equaled *gasp* 23! Yitan asked why the person who titled the movie had to choose Michael Jordan's jersey number. XD AND THEN Yitan was like "OMG Michael starts with an M. M upside down is W. W is the 23rd letter of the alphabet." And it continued from there! I seriously thought my friend Laura was going to laugh up a lung. She turned pink, red, blue, purple...and the other 3 colours of the rainbow. :) But I got a 75 on my test! DX I was distracted!

My darling Jonathan thinks he's bi now! Awww <3 He says it's Erving's fault. Which it honestly is. XD Erving is always feeling up on Jon (as well as everyone else >>), just as a joke. But Jon told Erving that he thinks he's bi now. Erving showed him this suggestive picture of himself, and Jon feels like Erving's playing with his emotions now. So I walked Jonny-boy to class so he could blow off some steam. I feel bad for him~ And I think the Erving/Jonathan couple is kinda strange. >< I mean, of all the guys! When Erving found out, I bet he didn't feel bad. I bet it was a huge growth for his ego. "Damn, I'm so good that I got a straight guy to go bi? DAMN!" I swear that's what he said. XD Of course, I swear this because Erving blamed ME. And note that this is all quite ironic after I listened to and sang The Acceptance Speech all week. Now it really applies. ;D

Mr. Zeller kicked me out of his class AGAIN today! But that's okay, since he has to proctor FAGCAT. >O
People in Orchestra make funny noises when you tickle them. Susan sounds like a dog whistle. XD Pakula sounds like...a girl. ;D

I got into the school that I grew up across the street from in my ~~wretched~~ early childhood! I'm really proud of myself. For once. =D Sabrina and I are supposed to be doing something next weekend. I have no idea as to what she's planning, lol. Monday through Wednesday is FAGCAT testing, so I'm skipping school. :) I volunteered to work some, erugh. If I could go into the past and shoot myself for doing that, I would. But I don't know what I'll do during the day. Beach? XD Or does someone out there have a better idea? :)

I saw Sam at my job. OMG he's still the same. Talk, talk, talk, talk...except now he has a moustache and beard. *pukes* And he kept...hugging me. I feared that the next hug wouldn't be a hug. XD I had a feeling that he was going to get me in trouble, especially after Corey was following me around at my job a few weeks back. Thankfully, he didn't. I don't need more reasons to quit my job. I hate it enough already.

I need more senior pics from my guy friends. I just realized that I have a ton, but hardly any of them are guys. D:
And lastly, I WANT TO SEE TOOL. That is all.

Well, I should get some rest now. I need that at least. Over my nonexistant sanity.
And I should post the pics of my not-really-new hairstyle.
Whether I'll do either of those is a mystery even to myself. XD

-Momo-chan~ <3

P.S.- I love Invader ZIM. And my favorite episode of Boy Meets World is on. :D

Long time no see, peeps...

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Sat, 02 Dec 2006 15:55:52 GMT

There are many good reasons why I haven't updated it +1 month:

1.College apps
2. Work
3. Trying to bring up my AP Calculus grade (which I did! :D)
4. Trying to bring up my AP English grade (which went down due to Calc XD)
5. College apps
6. My school play, of which I am House Manager
7. College apps
8. Loss of Internet >_>
9. Punishment >O
10. College apps
11. Health and emotional problems
12. College apps

Yes, college applications have sucked away my life THAT much. Why? I'm applying to 21 different schools. No, that's not an exaggeration. I counted the other day. Twenty-one colleges and universities, and I can only go to one. My friends have said that I'm psychotic. But I'm not. My mother definately is, though. I'm applying to so many schools because of her. But thankfully, some higher being (my counselor) pointed me the way to the Common App. And along with college apps comes standardized testing. Which sucks. I only got a 1240 on the SAT so far. ;-; But I took some subject tests and got a slightly higher Math score. Yay math~ <3

I recently have been scheduled more and longer for work. Yay money, but my poor body is about ready to crash. >< But I finally have a B in Calculus!!! WUT WUT! Which is...sad, because I have a B in English now. DX I want my A back, but my teacher doesn't give us enough grades. I hope my parents won't kill me. Then there's the setting up and constructing of the play. All the people that were originally helping me...ditched. "Oh, my grades are bad." "Oh, my parents won't let me." "Oh, I don't want to." -_-' So I've been extremely stressed with the play, which premieres on Thursday, 7 December. I got more help now, but I really wish I'd had it before so then I didn't have to do all this last minute. And the supposed "Head Technician" is a dumb, cocky asshole whom I would like to hang. He keeps saying that I am a terrible director and that his tech people suck. But he just doesn't know how to or want to teach people how to handle tools and stuff. And I will laugh when, next year he has no help whatsoever. Hopefully he'll take that stick out of his ass.
And...then there were the complications with my Internet. My mum bought a wireless connection thing which worked for about 48 hours. My brother couldn't get online with his lappie; my dad's lappie worked though. Too bad this computer lost all of its Internet. That lasted for about 1.5 weeks. And then I got grounded for another one. I've also been very sick and had some emotional breakdowns, but I'm pulling through. I don't like talking about drama, unless I'm bashing ~~the 'Head Technician'~~ someone. But all of that (and some other stuff not worth mentioning) mushed together = 1 month of not updating!!!! :DDDD

In better news, I got my Vidoll stuffs (finally >_>). My friend brought in my Cure DVD and poster. That poster is EFFIN HUGE! I need to find somewhere to put it! xD But yes, Vidoll=love. I still <3 ~~chewii~~ Jui, but obsession is starting to fade (or maybe I suffered and overload of Vidoll XD). The live DVD was AWESOME. Jui danced. XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD And then the second encore...made my head explode. My nose almost did too. xD But I won't tell why. ^-^ Peeps need to come over my house to watch it! The Cure DVD is funny. I couldn't sit and watch the whole history of the band because I'm fidgety. I'll finish it sometime though. Tero starred in a 6-minute dorama, haha. The girl he was with never spoke and you never saw her face. XD Her lines appeared on the screen. Then there was a...cooking show starring smexy man-Shun and Giru! They were tampering with Jui's lunch, and it was really...mean. XD <3 Rame and Shun played Rock, Paper, Scissors (I can't spell the Japanese version XD). Rame lost and had to go do embarrassing things on the town. He sang 'Chocoripeyes'. OMG. xD That's all I can say. Just OMG.
I listened to the whole album last night. I really like it. I'm fond of 'Illicit love', 'Hotel hickey' (lol) and 'Sister'. I'm glad that everyone contributed to making this CD too. But yes. I'm very happy now. :D

Guys, don't forget my previous post! >__> 'Tis the season...for presents. XD

Well, I'm off to get ready for work. I promise I'll comment on some journals soon. Finals are coming up, so stress time is on its way! :D
Bai bai, see you all later'z~

- Momo-chan ^^

P.S.- I need a new layout.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Sat, 16 Sep 2006 03:10:32 GMT

I have been riding the emotional roller coaster, friends. That's why I couldn't post. That and school and work...and getting grounded. XD I was going to try and post something positive, or at least a review of all the shit and cool stuff that's happened to me over the past few weeks. But this news that I'm about to tell you, plus icky woman period-ness, dashed every happy thought from my mind.

Kagerou is disbanding.

I know I don't talk about all of my obsessions, but I'm pretty sure I at least mentioned my obsession with ~~Daisuke~~ Kagerou. In fact, the smex poster that Virginia STILL has is of Daisuke. And I listened to all their music, I bought these AWESOME lives of them in concert, I signed and publicised that petition to bring them to America, I fucking DRESSED UP as Daisuke for MegaCon, and even still...
Disbandment.
This.sucks.ass.
And no, this isn't just another indies band disbanding. This is one of my favourite bands that I was really hoping to see before they disbanded indies band.
I want to cry, but after all the emo-ness I've already been through these past few days, I don't have a tear in my body to shed. Jeez, of all the bands...it had to be Kagerou.
*goes off to be SUPERemo in a corner*

Hmm...

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Thu, 06 Jul 2006 19:28:33 GMT

I was going to wait until tomorrow to update, but this couldn't wait any longer.
WTF @ New York's deciding court. >__> I would make a comment on the thread, but plenty of people have said most of what I would have.

Best comment: "Black robes have covered plenty of cowardice in American legal history but this rates right up there with the Taney court sending Dred Scott back to the plantation. " -moeberg

My opinion? Similar to those on the forum. It's not your fucking life, so why should you fucking care? Stop ruining other people's lives.

Remembering...

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Thu, 22 Jun 2006 04:12:11 GMT

+ a poem.

Wither.

in this world

        colour was all that
existed
it was what gave everything
life

but I had no colour
it never shined on me
I was cold, grey,

nothing.

I was always told
"every butterfly gets its
wings"
why were mine
                 broken?

for years I was withering
devoid of all colour
I was losing all feeling
a decaying smile
was frozen to my
lips

then you touched me
and I saw and felt
                colour.

in this world

           you were the
only one
to breathe life into my
numbed form

mend my stained glass
                         wings
and make me glow
more brilliant than the
setting sun

bathe my
withered heart with
rainbows

~you made all the colours of my world
make sense~

and yet,
              in this world

         you were the
only one
to take that all
away

you watched me
wither
and scream silently,
my fragile wings
                breaking
and beautiful gems spilling
down my face
until all colour was

                gone.

swallowing
the last bit of
air,
    you leave

your rotting kiss
bleeding into my
frigid, dead
          soul

-and consuming me-

a tear drops from her
faded, jeweled eye
as a final, withered whisper
falls from her lips...
.

.

.
"you were my only
                  colour"
.

.

.
"thank you"

Wither.

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Mon, 09 Jan 2006 23:38:03 GMT

Your Life Path Number is 11

Your purpose in life is to inspire others

Your amazing energy draws people to you, and you give them great insight in return.
You hold a great amount of power over others, without even trying.
You have the makings of an inventor, artist, religious leader, or prophet.

In love, you are sensitive and passionate. You connect with your partner on a very deep level.

You have great abilities, but you are often way too critical of yourself.
You don't fit in - and instead of celebrating your differences, you dwell on them.
You have high expectations of yourself. But sometimes you set them too high and don't achieve anything.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

OMG none of you know how true that is. But it's true to the point that it's scary.
o__o
I had a test in Math today...hopefully I did good. I'm so close to an A, the woman might as well say that I have one. XD
FINALS OH NOES!~ *can't wait* >P

[EDIT] Got obsessed. XD

Your Stipper Song Is

I Touch Myself by The Divinyls

"I don't want anybody else

When I think about you

I touch myself"

A total exhibitionist, you probably already are a stripper!

What Song Should You Strip To?

This is for Talia. XD

Your Brain's Pattern

Your brain is always looking for the connections in life.

You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first.

You're also good at connecting people - and often play match maker.

You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Not true. XD

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others.

You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.

The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.

Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

What's Your Hidden Talent?

THAT'S TRUE!!! lol

How You Life Your Life

You tend to deprive yourself of things you crave, for your own good.

You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.

Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot!

Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

How Do You Live Your Life?

"...but sometimes you care too much about what others think." HA!!!!

Damn you, Gemma! You got me hooked to this site. I <3 online quizzes. *shakes fist at you*

Luff you alls!!! Susan, SLEEP. Yanique, REST. Micchan, GET WELL SOON. Everyone else...is weird. o__O XD <3

Happy New Year~

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Sun, 01 Jan 2006 07:54:10 GMT

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!~

Look at my first people of the year!

First person I talked to (in person): myself XD

First person I IMed: Hayleigh!!! <333

First person to IM me: Talia, my love

First person to talk to me (phone): Yoshi/Patricia!

First person to kiss me: Talia, again XD

First person to…bed me XD: >> Yanique XD

First person I though about: Anna XD Cuz it was 5 a.m. where you are XD

First person I tortured: Sabrina ^-^

First person I thought about torturing: XD Izzy.

First person I flirted with: …I can’t remember. O__o

First person who yelled at me: My mother, in a drunken haze XD

First person’s lj I commented on: The birthday girl, holy_falling :D~

First person to comment on my lj: You. XD

XD *has no life*

Well, I am still trying to resolve my CD issue. But I'm not too worried about it now. Because now I'm focusing on MegaCon (hopefully my first convention of the year). So it seems that +D'espairsRay+ is to play there, but I'm not 100% sure. It says so on MegaCon's official site, but...nothing in detail. I know the convention isn't until the end of February, but I'm afraid I will forget. Besides, I like knowing ahead of time. My friend and I are already making plans, and hopefully I will have time to go. If not I'll make time. >O I've already started to make one costume. Dunno if I should make another or not...

I hope I get to see Micchan at MegaCon! <3

>__> For some strange reason, my computer is moving extremely slow. I've been cleaning it up like a neat freak, but...blah. :P I can't do anything to make it go faster. It's so bad that holy_falling's user icon takes 5 seconds for it to move once. XD Oh well...</span>

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Mon, 26 Dec 2005 04:07:45 GMT

And Happy Chanukah to the Jews, and Boxing Day to whoever celebrates it, etc. etc. BLAH. XD

ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYS~~~

Par-tee again :D~

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Mon, 14 Nov 2005 01:09:22 GMT

Woo, I had fun at Megan's par-tee! It was at Gameworks. Virginia dressed up all Gothic Lolita (her excuse of getting out of DDR: my shoes!), and my friend Rachel didn't come. .___. She was supposed to be my whore. XD Oh well.
The fun really started when Izzy came. He's the cutest, most innocent little seniour ever. I beat him up (physically and emotionally), Megan tries to get him a girlfriend, and Virginia flirts with him. Last night, Izzy said to me, "You better be glad that you're a girl...or are you a girl?" And I said, "Would you like me to prove it?" as I started to undo my belt. XD Izzy started freaking out. "See no evil, hear no evil!!!" XD So we laughed at that, and then Virginia tells Izzy he forgot one. Placing her finger on his lips, she said "You forgot speak no evil." Ahahahahaha...

Later we went into the par-tee room. There was a magician. His name was James! :D He was really...funny. Every trick he did, he kept referring to Izzy, saying "Izzy over there won't believe me so..." Izzy was, once again, freaking out. He started running around the room and...XD I can't even describe it. It was great. I think Megan's father got it on tape. Unfortunately, James the Magician started messing up. It was amusing. XD I hope that made it onto the tape, too. Next was Karaoke. It was fun. Izzy was supposed to sing Like A Virgin by Madonna, but we made him sing I'm A Slave 4 U by Britney Spears instead (he didn't know the words to the other song). When Izzy sang the part "I'm a slave for you", I said "I know". XD It was so sad, because Izzy was doing all the dance movements and put feeling into the performace! We got that awesome performance on tape, too (and now we will hopefully distribute it on the Internet for $20) XD. I forgot what the birthday girl sang. .__. Sean did terribly, Amir did terribly. Neither of them had any enthusiasm. U__U Sheri was awesome though! She and Vanessa sang that song from Grease. They did great. I wanted to get up and dance. XD As for me...what, in the beginning, started out as me and Virginia singing It's My Life by Bon Jovi ended up as Virginia, Megan, Izzy, and me singing. It was fun though; I enjoy that song. :D I did a dance or two for some other songs, Megan's brother sang a Frank Sinatra song (and he sounded the best outta everyone else), got a tattoo that kinda looks like Jin Kazama's (from Tekken 3/4/5), and yeah. Virginia and I kept teasing Izzy's innocence. We got him into a corner and wound one leg around each of his. >D It was cool! If only Rachel was there. U___U *imagines* :D~

I spent Friday with my best friend. <3 We didn't do much...at all, but I was still glad to see her after almost 3 months of separation.~

Good news! Virginia has worked out her problems, and I worked out some of mine. :D Now I can sleep and eat this week. >> And ohh, another meme!

Two Names You Go By
1. Candice
2. Leader/God

Two Parts of Your Heritage
1. I'z black :D~
2. I'z white too :D~ XD

Two Things That Scare You
1. being alone in the dark
2. panic attacks

Two of Your Everyday Essentials
1. Talia <3
2. people

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. moon-star bracelet
2. sexy underwear XD

Two of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists (at the moment)
1. TOOL
2. Luvie

Two of Your Favourite Songs - at the moment
1. baroque- Butterfly <3
2. D- Mayutsuki no Hitsugi

Two Things You Want in a Relationship (other than Real Love)
1. Trust <--- unachievable XD
2. ....o.o fun?

Two Truths
1. Don't want to get married
2. Hypersensitive (shhh >>)

Two Physical Things that Appeal to You
1. Eyes
2. Colours

Two of Your Favourite Hobbies
1. Writing
2. Being a Vouyer ^^

Two Things You Want Really Badly
1. j-rock band to perform in FLORIDA >>
2. Money? o.o

Two Places You Want to go on Vacation
1. Italy
2. Japan

Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. Actually die XD
2. Travel the world

Two Ways that you are stereotypically a Girl/Guy
1. MAKEUP!
2. umm...i think about sex...a lot...XD

Two Things You Normally Wouldn't Admit to
1. Used to be an uke O___________O
2. Having a stupid bone disease (no!!! I am INVINCIBLE!!! ><)

Two Things You Are Thinking About Now
1. I should do my homework XD
2. Um stuff

Two Stores You Shop At
1. anime castle
2. Waldenbooks XD

Two people I haven't talked to in a while
1. Crystal -9th grade year-
2. Hayleigh -current friend-

Two people I would like to see take this quiz
1. Tali-poo~ <3
2. Anna again XD

Layout

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Sat, 29 Oct 2005 08:06:50 GMT

New layout, compliments to my utter fascination with the talented people who created Last Exile. I'm so fascinated that I'm actually buying some of their other stuff. The directors and art people also worked on this anime called Gankutsuou: The Count of Monte Cristo. The art is absolutely gorgeous, if not odd and original (the people are kinda translucent and shiny). Here, I photo-whored some pics. XD

curly hair=Count

ahem. KILL ME SHINING! XD

shiny pretty lady... *pets hair* XD

Now that is art.

Loverly (and the cuts still hate me XP). Did I mention that there's shounen-ai/yaoi in this? <333 I can't wait to buy and see it. But now I must rest. >__< It's 4 am and I have a par-tee to attend tonight. *crashes*

Tagged by kiki_loverboy >P

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Sat, 29 Oct 2005 03:21:25 GMT

THIS IS EVIL!!!

1. Pick 5 Jrock people <-- based solely on looks >O
2. Put in order with piccies.

Ahaha. *is a Libra=indecisiveness* I had to narrow it down so much. First, I cut out all the bands whom I haven't known for at least a year (bye bye SID, bye bye Luvie, bye bye almost all Nagoya bands). Then, I said "Okay, I'll make a list for major and indies" because...well, indecisiveness kicks ass. Lastly, I only put up the people that I...to be blatantly honest, would rape. (nope, never would rape YURA-SAMA or Kami[jo], i cherish them XD) . XD That said, here is my list.

Major(or those whom I thought were...>>)

5. Junji (Laputa)- Omg I love him. He looks like anime characters most of the time. XD *coughAstarothandYohji*

4. Yoshiki (X Japan)- He's one of the few jrock men who can pull off looking hot as a woman AND as a man. *drool*

o.o *touch* XD

3. Daisuke/Karyu (Kagerou/D'espairsRay)Ithoughttheyweremajor!- Daisuke is known mostly for his angura look and his hat. I personally think he looks better without the make up...I mean, look at those eyes! *melt*

Which do you prefer? *points to right* XD

As for Karyu...well, I didn't really start liking Hizumi until 2002ish, and before him, I was always looking at Karyu. <333

2. Kaoru (Dir en Grey)- Leader-sama!!! I LOVE Kaoru, always have LOVED Kaoru, and always will LOVE Kaoru! He's so...*__* Even though I don't really like his latest look (though I still LOVE the goatee XD <333). *agrees* Three pics for Leader-sama! <333 *worship*

1. Kozi (Malice Mizer/Eve of Destiny)- I love Kozi. He's the most adorable thing. And...>__< ILOVEHISLEGS! <333 sexah... omg teh legs!!! *drool*

Indies (in no order, really)

Asagi (Je*reviens, Syndrome, D)- Asagi cheated! XD I used to love him, then I didn't, then...I saw Mayutsuki no Hitsugi. >_<

>> lucky girl femmy Asagi...*nosebleed* o.o

Sanaka (Fatima)- What can I say? Sanaka is the epitome of sex. He even has a tattoo which (in butterfly language) reads "SEX". XD

O.o so hott....*hypnotized*

Tara/Jui (Panic Channel/Vidoll)- I can't choose between them! To me, they are so similar! I love them both dearly, too. Especially Tara. I was (and still am) depressed because he left. He was my favourite member of Panic Channel.

These pictures say to me..."I am sexy and aspire to one day be raped by my fangirls." XD

Jui...he reminds me so much of Tara. Except instead of showing off his belly, Jui shows of his legs. They are very pretty legs. XD He also rivals Tara in the 'good looks' department. Example: it took me forever to choose one pic from this photoshoot:

Is it legal to be that sexy? XD o.o Jui in a nutshell: indies version of Gackt XD XD (j/k j/k) *says that about anything*

Uruha (Gazette)- One words: lips. The things that attract me most to people are eyes and lips. With Uruha, it can be both, but it's his lips that get to me. Who else has lips like Uruha's? No one.

I tag everyone who hasn't done it, too. Because I am evil and I want to cause...trouble in your life. XD Sorry for not making a cut. lj cuts tend to hate me. >P

Power!!!

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Wed, 26 Oct 2005 22:07:27 GMT

Hello all, I am just posting here to say that I am okay! And I finally have power! Actually, it's been on for some 30 minutes. But anyway. I'm very happy! TEKKEN 5!!!- I mean...yeah, that's all I had to post for right now. I am tired and I feel very fat...so I will post later the details of how it felt being without power for two days! Love you all! *kisses*

Hurricane Time!

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Mon, 24 Oct 2005 04:35:56 GMT

Well, it's 10:17 (22:17 for you Europeans) and I have to shut off the computer. The winds are picking up and my mother wants me to shut 'er off. XD Too bad; my download of a 1.8 GB file is on 55.1% (as opposed to 16.1% at 8:30 this morning).

I kinda feel bad. Actually, I feel really bad. I put one of my friend's lives on the line, because I didn't tell her that my party was cancelled and she came all the way from central Florida here on Thursday night. Thankfully she left today. U___U

ANYWAY, in happy news: TEKKEN 5 IS OMGWTF *cum cum cum* awesome. <333 I can't stop playing it. >__< In fact, if my satellite goes out, I'm gonna hop right onto my Playstation 2 and have fun! (If you haven't guessed it, Tekken 5 has made me forget...well...EVERYTHING bad) It's so great! But the new characters...only two of them are good. Asuka, the girl, is SO ANNOYING! She says she hates cocky people, and I'm guessing that she has some deep self-hatred, because no one can get cockier than her! She says things like, "you're all show" and "you sure? you sure you wanna fight me?" and- -_-' Okay, let's not talk about her though. Let's talk about some other things that annoyed me. Xiaoyu is TOO bubbly and hopeful. XD But she's still better than Asuka, because Xiaoyu can actually move fast. Oh, best part about the game- Heihachi is NOT dead. I don't care if they said in the intro of Tekken 5 that he is dead- he's alive (damn XD).

There is also an extra (ex-tra) boss character- Jinpachi Mishima. In the intro of the game, you'll see something rising out of fire (after Devil Jin's little scene). That's him. He's EVIL and Heihachi's daddeh. XD In other words, Jin comes from a really long line of...well, evil. XD I don't know if he can be unlocked as a character or not yet (you know in Tekken Tag, how two squares magically appeared with new characters? it's a possibility). I haven't finished the game- but I'm really close. Anyway, it's hard to beat Jinpachi. He has a mouth on his belly, and it spurts fire. >> There is one way to beat him though- be Xiaoyu. XD Seriously, in Phoenix position, she doesn't get hurt at all. Not to mention Jinpachi is slow as hell. Ha. Also, you will notice the characters from Tekkens 1 and 2 are in 5 (20-year gap between Tekken 2 and 3). Characters like Wang are supposed to be DEAD. I mean, he was 75+ years old in Tekken 2, and he's in Tekken 5. There should be an age restriction for stuff like that. XD And the characters that were "killed" by...whatever that monster was (it started with a T >>), like Baek Doo San, are there too. I am...thoroughly confused. The final thing that really bugged me was everyone's endings (you know, Tekken follows a timeline). They explained nothing. So what, Kazuya killed Jinpachi. Then he glared back at the camera- and that was it. p4u92up423m *censored*

I have also experienced the madness of Nina Williams. Yes, she is the best character in the game. Yes, there is a reason. Yes, she kicked my ass. XD But she's awesome. Did I mention that she's a man? I came up with a formula to prove it, too. I just...didn't write it down. XD

Now for my favourite part- my declaration of the sexy characters. LEE CHAOLAN!!! He is so....wow. He has a hat. When he has the hat on, he looks just like Tohma from Gravitation. XD It's so scary. He's so great. He speaks Japanese very eloquently, and the way he says "elegant"...*-* *melt* He wears eyeliner, he bows before his match, and he's quite arrogant. He's my new favourite character!!!

Jin is also very lovely. All I have to say is one thing- his ending. >____< *does unspeakable things*

Steve looks good too. I hated him in Tekken 4. XD But now he's okay with me. He's hot too~

Hwoarang. It's his eyes. When he stares, it's so...*-* I love him too! In fact, I've nicknamed myself after him (I did that two years ago XD). His orange hair and hazel eyes just make you want to...rape him. Heh.

Well, that's all for that list. But as a final note, some of the movies/endings are really funny. Asuka's ending makes Jin look like a loser. XD Paul's ending makes Paul look...stupid(er). XD Lee's ending is so hot! XD Just...don't look down, and when you see that man approaching Lee, cover your eyes. Baek's ending is HILARIOUS! Hwoarang is treated like a baby. Haha. Heihachi's ending...I didn't like. But it was funny. I couldn't help but laugh. Xiaoyu's ending is naive, but cute (hers is anime-styled). And finally, the best ending is Law's. Haha omg I can't even tell you guys how great it is. Oh, by the way, don't press the start button! If you do, you'll miss the ending (specifically Law's).

Okay guys, it's getting late, and my mother is really mad, so I will hopefully see you all once this hurricane is over. <3

P.S.- Watch out for Wang. He hits on everyone. >_< Imagine a 100+ year-old man saying this to you: "Oh, today must be my lucky day"/"Wow, you're really hot!" o.o Scary.

Lucky lucky me

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Tue, 04 Oct 2005 07:52:18 GMT

So normally I update every week, but I guess this would have been forgotten by Friday.

I was working and studying all night last night, and at ten o'clock I got the curse. Just in time for my exams in the next 8 hours.

Lucky me.

So I stayed up all night typing up an outline (bad hand still) and studying for History (I had studied hard for Spanish and hardly studied for History XD). Sent the outline off to my teacher and went back to studying.

Morning came and I was in so much pain. Like I am now. >_< Was supposed to go fot study hall for History, but didn't. XD *lazy* Went to Spanish, found it pretty easy despite the fact that everyone around me was talking and/or making noise. Hopefully they didn't disturb my friend Virginia, who was taking a Calculus Midterm on the other side of the classroom (she needs an A on the Midterm to get a C in the class X_x).

Next was History. I was so hungry. XD I begged a kid for a doughnut (and everyone told me to lay off, but do I ever listen?), and then saw how disgustingly covered in glaze they were. You know, there's the nice, one-layered look, and then there's the WTF?-layered look. <--the kid's doughnuts Heh. We had a 30-minute review before our History test (because it's AP and we take the tests like an actual AP exam), which I didn't listen to. XD Because my teacher (who I really admire) didn't look at the test before she gave it to us, there were 24 questions on the test (out of 80 XD) that we hadn't gone over. I didn't get to answer about 9 questions, and I'm hoping at least 4 were of the 24 evil questions. But aside from that, those two exams were pretty easy.

I was supposed to stay after school but I was sick and I had a migraine. So I came home and relaxed and listened to this band whom I've finally some music of- Luvie. They're so awesome. The vocalist is so evil-looking. <3 The drummer is adorable too, but so is everyone else. They sound really good, too- some really hard songs and some more peaceful ones. I like them a lot. ^___^ Unfortunately, I have no pictures prepared to share with you. U__U But I promise in my next update to post some pics.

In other news, I have finally started to watch Last Exile. XD *has had it for at least a month* It's so good; the CGs are awesome. *___* And there's that one really hot guy- Alex Rowe, I think. Omg, so sexy. *drool* Hehe.
Also, I just found out that almost everyone in Panic Channel is leaving.
http://www.jmusiceuropa.com/en/news/index.php?archive=08/2005#6704
;-; That is, unfortunately, old news that I just read about. *very sad* It's so depressing...it seems that ever since Tara went deaf and had to leave, they haven't been doing so well as a band. I hope the best for them.

Well, I'm exhausted and sick people, and I have tomorrow off (thank the Jews! lol). Hope to see at least some of you. <3 Goodnight.

ADVENT CHILDREN IS GODLY!!!!!! O__________O

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Sun, 18 Sep 2005 04:40:39 GMT

OH MY GOD, EVERYONE ON MY FRIENDS LIST MUST WATCH FINAL FANTASY ADVENT CHILDREN NOW. O.o It was so great!!! *sobs*

Okay, I guess I'll give a review of today:
My best friend's birthday was today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TALIA! I love you (secretly XD). She was supposed to come visit me, but she loves her cousins more. >O XP Just so you know, your present is waiting for you on my kitchen table. XD
So, Yanique calls me and asks if I want to go to the movies. SHOULD HAVE. I waited for Talia XD for nothing, and besides that I had a party to go to late in the day. Ended up arriving late (2 hours XD) to the party- it's only a quick walk across the street from me- and so few people were there! I expected Ruben to have invited like ALL of his friends. His girlfriend wasn't there, either. :\ But oh well. Susan-kun and Brian-kun were there ^-^ and so was my Mommy (Tiffany <3)! :D So we talked about stuff...like cheap ways of learning Japanese. Heh.
I, being as cheap as I am, made my WHOLE present for Ruben. XD *poor* I made a picture story, kind of similar to the picture story I made for his brother (except his brother's was ACTUALLY a story, Ruben's was just a bunch of random funny stuff). I also burned him a CD of techno music. Fun~ Speaking of techno music, at that same moment, Ruben gave me my Gravitation CD (the one his brother stole >O) back. T_________________________T OMG I've missed that thing for forever!!! *cries* It's so depressing, because I gave so many people a copy of that CD and NO ONE has it anymore. But I don't care about that anymore; I HAVE MY CD BACK!!! MAKE ME SHINING~ ...XD *doesn't know any other words*
ANYWAY Advent Children! >.O It was so *orgasms* I don't know what else to really say. I was originally sitting next to Susan, then we had to move so Ruben could set up the laptop so everyone could see the movie. I ended up right in front of the laptop (AWESOMENESS!), and I was just...ahhh. The first minute that Sephiroth came up (with the fire background) was O_O *cums* Wow. Susan and I were getting all fangirly. XD But anyway! Everyone looks so good! Cloud has muscles like woah. XD And Tifa looks cool- as in not like a bimbo. Her fight scene was SO great (like everyone else's, haha!)! She moved faster than hide's fingers on a guitar do! XD But yeah...the computer graphics are orgasmically awesome. And the music...Nobuo-sama did an outstanding job on that score. It was all heavy metal and operatic/dramatic. So awesome...*preorders OST* XD
And my favourite character- Vincent!!! Ahhh....*-* He was so great!!! It was really cool in the part where everyone just appeared/reunited. It was cool to see them fight together. But nothing was more godly than Sephiroth's entrance. O.O Oh my god...I died five times. XD I heard a really loud noise and then- Sephiroth's sword appeared and I started screaming (not really but you get the idea ^_~). XD Susan was screaming too- and her hand had a death-grip on my head. XD BUT OMG!!!! Sephy looks so great! *drool* I worship him. o.o T_____T Now I have to find a site to download Advent Children, or else I'll go crazy. *must see Sephiroth's moves again* *twitch*
After Advent Children, Susan and I talked (we and my Mommy were the only girls there XD). It was really odd that another person came RIGHT at the end of Advent Children. U__U *will tease him on Monday* >D But yeah- so people walked me home. Again. XD It's sad that people who are kinda close friends with me who I just met last year have been to my house more than those whom I've known for 5-6 years.

Did I mention that Sephiroth is God? Because, if you didn't know, he is. XD

Okay, now I must go because I have a screaming migraine and I must finish listening to my Gravitation CD. :D~~~~ I will be happy for the next...forever. XD

KILL ME SHINING~

TOT

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Mon, 12 Sep 2005 04:45:35 GMT

FIGURE IS DISBANDING!!! T_______________________________________T

http://www.jmusiceuropa.com/en/database/artists/artist.php?id=370

Their final live is three days (THREE!!!!) before hide's museum closes. >___>

As if I'm not already gonna be heartbroken...

Colours

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Tue, 06 Sep 2005 02:55:59 GMT

Omg look at how colourful I am now:

http://allpoetry.com/poets/Blood%20Talon

And I'm genki too! *is normally moody/depressed on her author page*

I love my background. XD

But not as much as I love the one here. *rapes Kamui* o.o; >> Sorry Fuuma. XD

*anticipates what Fuuma will do to her now* Maybe he knows my 'wish'. ^_~ XD

I'm random right now. And loving it. ^-^

Omg I got tagged XD

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Sat, 03 Sep 2005 06:44:11 GMT

...and I'm actually doing the meme. Damn you Mike! XD

Rules:
-List 10 things that bring you a moment of joy.
-Tag 5 10 >D, friends to do the same.

1. anime

2. manga

3. hentai

4. really nice people

5. Tekken (5) *twitch* >>

6. music :D~

7. my friends, I guess... XD kidding

8. when people say "I love you"

9. Fairly Oddparents

10. traveling

Unfortunately, this means that everyone on my friends list has been tagged. U___U Sorry guys...

I'm okay

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Sat, 27 Aug 2005 19:37:08 GMT

Ah, thanks to all who commented on my last entry. The power went out at my house for about 36 hours (went out at 6:40 on Thursday). I spent a whole day >__> in my house, burning up, with the terrible winds almost ripping my front door off. o.o My dish is messed up, so no TV (goodbye to favourite episode of Cowboy Bebop ;-;), and there are several lines down around my complex. But I'm fine right now. Unfortunately, my grandmother is unreachable (and not to mention old...XD), and I just had a dream in which she died. >_> But hopefully she's just sleeping in her house, and my dream will remain a dream.

Talia, Mike, and Yanique- I hope all three of you, and your families and houses, are okay.

Hurricane #1

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Thu, 25 Aug 2005 18:14:15 GMT

Hurricane Katrina (only a category 1 XD) is going to hit where I live probably by Saturday.

Joyous.

In the meantime, I'm out of school until the coast is clear.
It's the third week of school, and already it's a repeat of last year. U__U Hopefully this will be the only "hurricane" we get.

Yanique! Don't drive down! XD The roads are really wet and slippery. And the hurricane is supposed to hit around the time you'll get here. XD >>

T____T Talia <3

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Tue, 16 Aug 2005 02:42:01 GMT

I miss my best friend! ;OOOO

Tali-poo, I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE you!!! >___< (as a friend! I TELL YOU OUR RELATIONSHIP CAN GO NO FURTHER!) XDDD

Please come visit me. I'm...I love you! XD (Isn't that enough?)

Hospitals are fun~~~

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Thu, 11 Aug 2005 15:31:02 GMT

I went to the hospital yesterday. >__> I had a really bad allergic reaction to...something. I dunno yet. ANYWAYS I was there until close to my lunchtime yesterday, so I was kinda bored/pissed. They put an IV into me. ;O; DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS TO HAVE A PLASTIC TUBE STUCK IN YOUR ARM/VEIN?!?!?! X__x;;;; Ouch. But anyways, they drugged me up a lot- I'm on steroids for the next few days- so I couldn't go to school yesterday or today. Benadryl and its drowsy side-effects suck.
Hopefully I'll be able to go to school tomorrow though. >> This puts me in a bad position because one of my friends just GOT OUT of the hospital on Tuesday. Blah...

My arm still hurts. >___< I need a frickin' sling. XD

^_____^ I lied....

morbidmidnight89@netscape.net — Thu, 14 Jul 2005 12:48:15 GMT

I lied about changing my background soon. XD Maybe I'll change it in about a month.
Why did I change my mind? BECAUSE!!! YasumiCon's AMV Contest was godly. OMG the X/1999 AMV was...*melts* HE LICKED THE BLOOD!!!! *twitch twitch* O______O *tries to stop fangrling* :D My (currently) favourite anime. :D I love it so much! The AMV made the anime look waaaaaaaaaaayyyy better than it really is, though. : \ Oh well.

IT WAS STILL AWESOME! And for that, I am not taking down this beautiful layout. ^______^